fortified live

its over

2007-01-29T09:42:00Z

im moving back in with my mom, so in a couple of weeks i will be living in las vegas.

i wish this would have worked out, maybe being apart will help.

delanai @ 2007-01-12T02:05:00

2007-01-12T10:06:39Z

i hate my job....
no, i hate my boss, shes a bitch.

cocaine

2006-10-23T09:52:14Z

i havent used in over 2 months.
i have had cravings, i have had drunken and sober nights, evenings and days where all i have wanted was a bump.

i made a lot of people angry...and the worst; disappointed.
while everyone was angry at me i was spending hundreds of dollars on coke.
ive been stung out in front of all of you, and im sorry.
i told a lot of people, one in particular, that i would stop, and i didnt. im so sorry.

its been a while since i have seen all of you, or even posted.
even so, i feel very proud of the fact that i havent used.

this is the worst thing to FINALLY post about, but im healthy, and i dont think theres anything more important than that.

it feels good to spend money on food, movies, rent and clothes instead of coke.
it feels even better to sleep and wake up rested instead of needy and desperate.

i will be the first one to say " i had a problem" and it didnt take anyone, but me to stop.

im happy now.

delanai @ 2006-08-30T23:11:00

2006-08-31T06:16:02Z

today i saw one of our neighbors on a segway, just ridding it around the complex, from his aparment to the mail box i guess. it was funny...people here have alot of money. not me.

its hot here.
its 11ish and still 70ish.
i hate it, so far....

delanai @ 2006-08-29T19:28:00

2006-08-30T02:30:06Z

our new apartment has no windows.

arizona is not the best place on earth.

delanai @ 2006-06-08T12:03:00

2006-06-08T19:03:35Z

i am so happy.

delanai @ 2006-05-01T10:05:00

2006-05-01T17:06:52Z

i miss you guys.

delanai @ 2006-04-21T08:38:00

2006-04-21T15:41:52Z

he loves me in two languages
lo amo.

im pregnant

2006-04-02T22:30:25Z

april fools.

i fell last night. hard.
i have the scrapes to prove it.

we went to the other party and i danced on the counter
and drank jose cuervo out of a corona bottle.

this is probably why i fell.

my late 21st century

2006-04-02T00:35:11Z

259-951-8070
this is my new number. call mw whenevs.

i need your numbers too.

delanai @ 2006-03-15T17:08:00

2006-03-16T01:28:22Z

we couldnt stop laughing

delanai @ 2006-02-28T23:30:00

2006-03-01T08:03:29Z

here they are

i will start you with this amazing
picture of luke taking a hit.
(for some reason they are not in order.)

FRIDAY NIGHT @ MY HOUSEemindes me
(my now old house)

^^my favorite duende

oh and btw, i DONT have a crush on nick. just so you know.

hes fakin' it, she actually is sleeping, like an angel.

SATURDAY NIGHT-NICHOLES BDAY
(funny how that is that i have not 1 picture of nichole)

i look so drunk, i wasnt...sooo drunk. just a lil.
and why the fuck is that girl huggin on amy?...why is danny so mad?

haha!

they should date.

best part: robbie in the back.

oh gosh...wtf?

i <3 gilbert

there is more of the hot tub and daves pubes, but i wont. it would be a bit rude of me.
maybe later.

ive been seeing a lot of the auburn people lately, i love it. i have missed it so much.
makes me think of summer. i cant wait to see you all on friday...wooo!
pj party!

delanai @ 2006-02-27T09:06:00

2006-02-27T17:06:15Z

im getting the internet back today
be prepared for crazyyy pictures from friday and saturday.

heyyy!

retraso de habitacion.

2006-02-22T08:02:03Z

i hate moving.
at leat the big move isnt for 6 months.
vegas, oh hey.

delanai @ 2006-02-20T22:17:00

2006-02-21T06:30:05Z

FRIDAY NIGHT

SUNDAY NIGHT

tim and faith

kyles first shotgun ever.

and then we went to slee[.

nick sleeps with his eyes open, the rest of us, we just smile.

oh gosh, it was wonderful.

delanai @ 2006-02-15T09:09:00

2006-02-15T17:11:16Z

hes breaking my heart.
soon it will be broken,
just like my remote control.
when that happens;
i will have no choice but to sleep,
and cry.

ps. it's so cold.

delanai @ 2006-02-14T09:14:00

2006-02-14T17:18:12Z

a year ago i was in california.
this is from last year
for today

you know who you are.

2006-02-09T22:16:53Z

the best things about this week:

- black shirts with skulls on them.
- laughing so hard with you.
- hanging out during the day.
- and you letting me into your secret life.

im sorry but i love you.

the worst part about this week:

- paranormal activity.
- hysterical crying because of paranormal activity.
- cradle cap.
- black shirts with skulls on them.

to the ghost in my room;
dont come back, you gave me a terrible first impression.

gang signs

jay and i tried making hearts in the bathroom with glow sticks.

"Sorry I cant explain how much I miss you, but its substantial."
...i miss you too, you never failed me.

2 hour walks

2006-02-02T21:59:02Z

went out for a walk with rocky earlier.
we have the best times. we are getting so close,
since we only have eachother.

too bad he only likes me when we are alone.

when we came home he was so tired i had to carry him in.

he still wanted to be outside so we just sat and looked around.

he loves me

he hates it when i close the door so i always have to keep it open
that way we can keep an eye on eachother.

why?

2006-02-02T17:30:31Z

the one day i get out of class early, forget my umbrella and wear a sweatshirt without a hood, is the one day it MUST rain on the way home.

i know it always rains, but not when im walking home, not this hard at least.

the best part about having an older bf= nothing.

the best part about having a bf that had long hair= he has hair bands when you need them.

delanai @ 2006-01-30T19:30:00

2006-01-31T03:38:33Z

yeah, im watching family feud right now.

so much ddr

ddr and glow sticks

so much rain

?

and my favorite:

this is luke dancing

this all was on friday.
the next day i went out with my fams.

this is everyone.

bella and ito

my brother jose and i

and my favorite:

when ito fell asleep

so much fun.

delanai @ 2006-01-27T20:02:00

2006-01-28T04:10:42Z

this is miguel gonzalez my moms dad. (and my aunt victoria)
i love him so much.

when i was in mexico i carved my name in his favorite tree.

im not sure if has seen it. i hope not cus he will try to carve it out.
this is why i did it so deep.

i picked his favorite tree cus i know i will always be there...unless he carves it out.

delanai @ 2006-01-26T09:09:00

2006-01-26T17:09:57Z

thanks for ditching me brian.
but its ok...its not like i had your movie anyway.

and yes i went to math today. and i loved it.

i fuck shit up.

2006-01-24T15:26:09Z

i never go to my math class.
WTF is wrong with me?

i realize that im falling behind
and that im going to have a hard time when i start going again...

but i keep doing it, and i do feel bad
i get really upset...and still, i dont go.

soooo worthless.

i missed math...again.

2006-01-23T15:14:34Z

i kinda wanna quit school so bad.
however, if i had a car i wouldnt.
i am aware of how close i live to school but i dont like getting up at 530 and being late.
either i get a car or a microwave.
both would be amazing.