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its over [29 Jan 2007|01:42am]
[ mood | depressed ]

im moving back in with my mom, so in a couple of weeks i will be living in las vegas.

i wish this would have worked out, maybe being apart will help.

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[12 Jan 2007|02:05am]
i hate my job....
no, i hate my boss, shes a bitch.
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cocaine [23 Oct 2006|02:34am]
i havent used in over 2 months.
i have had cravings, i have had drunken and sober nights, evenings and days where all i have wanted was a bump.

i made a lot of people angry...and the worst; disappointed.
while everyone was angry at me i was spending hundreds of dollars on coke.
ive been stung out in front of all of you, and im sorry.
i told a lot of people, one in particular, that i would stop, and i didnt. im so sorry.

its been a while since i have seen all of you, or even posted.
even so, i feel very proud of the fact that i havent used.

this is the worst thing to FINALLY post about, but im healthy, and i dont think theres anything more important than that.

it feels good to spend money on food, movies, rent and clothes instead of coke.
it feels even better to sleep and wake up rested instead of needy and desperate.

i will be the first one to say " i had a problem" and it didnt take anyone, but me to stop.

im happy now.
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[30 Aug 2006|11:11pm]
today i saw one of our neighbors on a segway, just ridding it around the complex, from his aparment to the mail box i guess. it was funny...people here have alot of money. not me.

its hot here.
its 11ish and still 70ish.
i hate it, so far....
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[29 Aug 2006|07:28pm]
our new apartment has no windows.

arizona is not the best place on earth.
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[08 Jun 2006|12:03pm]
i am so happy.
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[01 May 2006|10:05am]
i miss you guys.
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[21 Apr 2006|08:38am]


he loves me in two languages

lo amo.
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im pregnant [02 Apr 2006|03:27pm]
april fools.


i fell last night. hard.
i have the scrapes to prove it.

we went to the other party and i danced on the counter
and drank jose cuervo out of a corona bottle.

this is probably why i fell.
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my late 21st century [01 Apr 2006|04:34pm]
259-951-8070
this is my new number. call mw whenevs.

i need your numbers too.
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[15 Mar 2006|05:08pm]
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we couldnt stop laughing
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[28 Feb 2006|11:30pm]
here they are

i will start you with this amazing
picture of luke taking a hit.
(for some reason they are not in order.)

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there is alot )
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[27 Feb 2006|09:06am]
im getting the internet back today
be prepared for crazyyy pictures from friday and saturday.


heyyy!
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retraso de habitacion. [21 Feb 2006|11:59pm]
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i hate moving.
at leat the big move isnt for 6 months.
vegas, oh hey.
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[20 Feb 2006|10:17pm]
most fantastic )
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[15 Feb 2006|09:09am]
hes breaking my heart.
soon it will be broken,
just like my remote control.
when that happens;
i will have no choice but to sleep,
and cry.





ps. it's so cold.
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[14 Feb 2006|09:14am]
a year ago i was in california.
this is from last year
for today



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you know who you are. [09 Feb 2006|01:13pm]
the best things about this week:

- black shirts with skulls on them.
- laughing so hard with you.
- hanging out during the day.
- and you letting me into your secret life.

im sorry but i love you.



the worst part about this week:

- paranormal activity.
- hysterical crying because of paranormal activity.
- cradle cap.
- black shirts with skulls on them.


to the ghost in my room;
dont come back, you gave me a terrible first impression.




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gang signs

Read more... )







"Sorry I cant explain how much I miss you, but its substantial."
...i miss you too, you never failed me.
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2 hour walks [02 Feb 2006|01:47pm]
went out for a walk with rocky earlier.
we have the best times. we are getting so close,
since we only have eachother.

too bad he only likes me when we are alone.

fun times with rocky )
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why? [02 Feb 2006|09:25am]
the one day i get out of class early, forget my umbrella and wear a sweatshirt without a hood, is the one day it MUST rain on the way home.

i know it always rains, but not when im walking home, not this hard at least.









the best part about having an older bf= nothing.

the best part about having a bf that had long hair= he has hair bands when you need them.
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